It's been emotional.....

So after 5 full years of being solely in Newark-on-Trent, It is now time to spread my wings once more.

For those of you who don't know, I left Little Newark when I was 16 first of all.... to go work in Greece then live in Croydon (of all places)... I then returned briefly before heading to Central London to live and go deep into that shadowy vortex a while.. pushing me to seek light from the darkness in yoga and meditation.

I then felt inspired by meeting a guy who had travelled to India - and saved hard and got the hell out of there, never looking back.

I then travelled Asia, lived in Australia, drove all the way around the country in my campervan, Lived in the US briefly having the whole East coast experience, I bought a van and went round and round Europe... I had started sharing my breath ceremonies in festivals worldwide and in cities in front of volcanoes, in jungles and on mountains. Central America too, until finally as if i knew what was coming -- I came home to be close to my grandma and BOOM, covid hit.

I knew that I wanted to come back here and heal my roots, and do some serious work in this part of the UK. And it's been great -- I have met incredible people, theres been some serious spaceholding, tears and screams.... but frankly I am wasted here with small groups in this small town.

I don't know whats next but I know it's not this.... and so, it starts in January I'll be off to India, Thailand and Bali.

I am putting out the feelers to land a space in London perhaps from April, maybe someone wants to travel, or have me cat or dog sit, or they have a spare room that needs filling for a while with some light, Peruvian food and love.

I want to take our lovely market to portobello and do some spaceholding in London, with those who need it and perhaps refugees who knows, let's see.....

I wanna see change in this world, not just more bullshit - and frankly a lot of the spiritual world is just that.

I am so grateful for the clients I attract because they are not fake phoney and up their own arseholes....

They don't blame others, wear masks and make excuses. They are not drawn in by the perfect smiles and glamorous shamans who think they bloody know it all, but instead by my rawness and realness that inspires them to be just as raw and real.

So WATCH THIS SPACE..... Anyone have any link ups for refugees funding, a place i can dwell in London for a while or anywhere else that you think i should be linked to then LINK ME UP !!

I can see me in and out of the UK for next couple of years whilst we are in this super tough period of healing and expansion... I AM CURRENTLY BEING PREPARED (If you only knew the entirety of it - and those who know bits, what u don't know is like that x 10 more hardcore things lol)

But then I'll be gone.... so get used to online sessions if you wanna continue to work with me, or make the most of the ceremonies i have left end of this month. From now on it will be few and far between that ill be hosting in the area.

I shall sometimes pass through I imagine but i wont be solidly here any more.... it is for sure time.

So it has more certainly been emotional - and thank you for all your hard work and efforts to make this world a better place in the only way we can, with you.

And perhaps see you on the 22nd for one final women's circle gathering and breathe.

I will be handing over the circle to whoever is voted in.... so make sure to be there and let's keep this thing rolling once i am gone.

Blessings xxxx